Who do I want to be?
What do I want to be for the rest of my life?
Two big questions Ive been asked or am I asking myself now.
I want to be an evangelist.
In all honesty I do.
Am I doing that?
I want to be involved in an inner city ministry.
I’m called to be in the full time ministry & for the past 5 months Ive been out of the ministry…not in my personal life but as far as getting a check its been from 3 profit businesses.
5 months of traveling, visiting old & new friends, learning different trades & having 3 part time jobs.
So much time invested yet I feel as if i have nothing to show from it besides a few post cards & new shoes. Oh & some cool longboarding scars.
Spiritually though… Im asking myself what have I gained?
For 5 months not being “tied down” to a church or involved or consistenly attending one church….it can really mess you up in the sense of not fellowshipping with Jesus people & not being fed.
(I’m typing this out for my own good btw.)
If I feel as if I havent gained anything spiritually its obviously my fault.
And thats the end for now. If youve read this, thanks.
I try to be open and honest so if I ever forget or lose my memory I can come back to my blog & remember lol
is that weird?